Good news...Avi's spinal fluid is clear, or at least they found nothing last week. We will hear friday if there was anything from the spinal tap he had today. Bad news...the doctor still wants to do a round of radiation to Avi's head...just to make sure nothing is hiding there.
Don't ask me how I feel. I'm sick and exhausted and the consequences of radiation are beyond me at this point. I'll look them up or some person will tell me and then I will find a quiet place to break down and cry where he can't see me. We kid about how with all of this crap our children will be radioactive. Wow...I can't even go there right now either. He sleeps, the drugs make him tired. Perhaps it is for the best. He snores like dad, but it gives me some time to just be and not be doing anything.
Today I am grateful for...
the day being over
dinner
stamps in the mail
clean sheets
tomorrow is another day with new things to look forward to and more energy to deal with it all
We made it one more day...
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