I found Tang...

I was at the grocery store the other day and actually found Tang, such a thrill from my youth. I bought some I was so excited and have been drinking it hot for the past few days. I believe Tang can make everything better. I think it has at least made the past few days a little easier. Placebo effect? I enjoyed the quiet for about an hour this morning. Probably that hour I get up before Avi and have the house to myself. Then I felt lonely and sad. I called and his nights have been so rough that he is back on "hospital sleeping" which is when ever you can because the bed is so rough and people are waking you up to take blood and vitals from you all night long. He will call me later. The house feels colder when he is gone, even the dog hides and is anti-social. Yuck...I am just feeling lonely and sorry for myself, I need to snap out of it, he'll be home by the weekend and it will be worth it to finally beat this stupid cancer. Showering will help....

Keepin Kosher...

Today I am grateful for...

TANG!!!!

lemon zinger to go with TANG!!!!

my robe to keep me warm

my down blanket to make the bed seem cozier

Wed. it makes the creamy center of my week.

I can do it one more day...