Today we started cycle 3 dose one...or wait did we? We were asked to arrive at 8am this morning in order to expedite the process of admission and get avi rolling on his dose of Chemo...8 hours later we had been sitting in said hospital room no chemo in sight. Then we were told that he could get it as late as 10 this evening. YAY CHEMO!!!!
I cried when I left him. He cried when I left. The worst part of dealing with this is when we are asked to deal with it apart. We will sleep in separate beds for the first time since Nov. 11. Yuck...it isn't even that I'm lonely or that I'm worried about him. It is just easier when we can do it together, we can make it fun or easier to take when we can be together.
Kosher goodness....Carbs? what to do my evil temptress....
Today I am grateful for...
Being organized...
Leaving when I knew it was time
Taking the time to enjoy him, to just be with him
Laughing
Splenda with fiber...my new best friend
One more day...one more night.
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