Finally Tuesday and I get time to myself in the G-D- lazy boy....SHHHH don't tell him I sit in it. I will never admit how unbelievably comfy it is, a pillow for my ass. I have to enjoy it and my Parking Wars while I can before he gets up and kicks me out.
He came home last night and told me the doctors think they found cancer cells in his spine. The best part "they aren't sure" it seems that after several spinal taps and having chemo injected into his spine they aren't quite sure how cancer cells could be growing there but they found something off. We get to wait a whole week before they can tell us what the results are from his latest spinal tap. Oh, but just to scare us a little they wanted to let us know that if it is cancer, well we get a whole lot more radiation to look forward to. This includes radiation to his head and all the wonderful side-effects that come with it. Do you know what is so scarey about all of this, wondering if Avi will be different after all of this in his personality.
Today I am grateful for...
DVR...I can watch polyanna whenever I want
Coffee....
Jello...I forgot how good it is
Holiday craft projects...it will keep me busy
Avi...he is the bravest, strongest person I know.
We made it one more day...
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