Who am I?

I don't even know anymore.

I wish today felt different.  I wish Avi would wake up and want to spend time with me.  Instead he sleeps.

And I am alone.

Sad.



So, today I will be grateful.

Grateful for...

South Philly blocks decorated in lights.

Kleenex with lotion.

Sisters who are friends and friends who are sisters.

Books.  I'm finishing the Fablehaven series.

World of Warcraft, without which, my brain would have melted or exploded.  It gives me a moment to turn off.

Yes, I am grateful for one more day, to see him, hear him, feel him and be with him.  No matter how lonely, sad or tiring this is...at least I got one more day.